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Monday, November 06, 2006

I have this sudden thoughts of words to blog... I am thinking about "happiness" that relates to "balance". Let me type down....

What is real happiness?

Real happiness is to let the nature takes it course. Nothing in this world worth my struggle and effort. It is peace in mind and heart. Worries is imaginary. sadness is imaginary . Angry is imaginary. Even been happy is . No one can experience happiness without the sadness and vice versa. I felt that in order to do something in happiness, never grip something etc a dream relationship , job , material ... to hard and too soft.I mean, look forward to it but don't pin all your hope to it. Don't make it your everything. Life is unexpected... it's fall over , so that you have something to support on and move on. other hand, don't be too negativity about doing something, tell ourselves life is about expecting an unexpectancy (cool, that's my quote, it patented okay?).Always remember that nothing is more important than how you feels. The conclusion : Feels balance about how we will going to embark in a thing;

-Overwhelming is a risk to over-rated expectation which leads to disheartening.
-Total negativity is lst step towards failure....even before you started.

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Few days ago, I went to hunt for a laptop with my brother the III. This I realised that I am not the queen of bargain. Becoz it is totally overcasted by the king of bargain .
Hence, shamelessly trade freebies with their packaged freebies comes with the laptop (yes , i paid for it baby). A laptop comes with branded printer, 100 bucks robinson voucher, carrycase, subwoofer speaker, headphone , optical mouse , norton anti virus but in exchange some of the gift to other useful stuff.

Sometimes in life , it takes 20 years to accept other person...To accept the real of a person. Yes, with it's ugliness.

U have best friends , but is it best enough to live one other for the rest of their lives?

Toking about using each other - Is there people who don't used each other ...in some way ? For example , make friends for accompany. I have never heard , make friends so that I will accompany my friend , so that my friend not be lonely, so that I will be lonely.

I seen this before.. people go together is to use each other in some way (sounds not so nice but put it to fact it is )

So before u say fully trust a person and think that this person have u best at heart , think twice or thice.
In order to thrive here , this earth , who have you not make used of?
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Yesterday , I and dianah is online, we are toking about working life. I discuss that with my family members too.

How many times have your company told you "You are important or your position is very important to their company".

They do say you are important , but do nothing to show to prove their words that you are important.

So , in other words, you are important but not as important to convert you to this job.

OR , in other words, you are not as important as the new hire who need their special attention to train em , orientating on many many days.

My bro III says "Contridicting.."

i shares this injustice
My friend XXX was working in this bloody company for this bloody 1 year 6 months and bloody waiting in vain for converting into perm position. Ask the company --- is that bloody difficult? Get your hr man down with a contract, say that u wan to convert this hardworker of mine -u sign , I sign , tok a bit crap and end of the story. U happy , I happy . Period.

Friend XXX :"Leave em."

" they are making use of you"

No time? Not justifiable!Period.

Yes, I do , but let me play games with em lst. Since they like to play this game with me. I have to be spontaneous!

Thinking about that , that 's wat my colleague who is 3 years younger than me do.

Threatened to transfer dept? Threatened to resign? Go strike.

The Company throw in freebies like new powerful PC and more of these external trainings that worth half bucks of thousands to her. What's more ? XXX days off for her to go trainings and countless orientations of the company?

Do you see courts superstore advertisement in this week sat papers? ?

Start to say :"Yahoo!" K.O (Knockout)offer! FREE!
"K.O deals! 2 days off straight!"HURRY !FREE $2000 branded PC! While stock LAST!
"Wham !" "NEW DEALS THIS WEEK !"

Don't forget to add font of HUGE 56. with exclamation mark, Font style-optional

Oh yeah ... there comes "BIGGEST TRADE-IN EVER!" "STRIKE!"

So my colleague gonna her biggest Knock out Xmas offer ever..

I suspect my company is liasing with the same marketing backbrain with courts superstore.

So where's the real work push to ? You ! U answer all the calls , do all their work while the permanents are enjoying Xmas holiday special baby.

I remember the whole project team went to training . Some take leave, some orientation , some overseas business meeting. The head of the head those biggg office just a few step of us looks at the staff movement table (The staffs disappeared in office are not reflected in at all).

She jolly well written in mail " Oh I see in the staff movement , this is the best day for meeting on our major meeting with project team, lets us held at 3pm !!"

......Pls clap if you got my joke. .........

At here, u strike (yes , strike . protest v.) to promote the sluggish management.

i am going to pop some Bekunis later.

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